cookiekeks

I joined this community 10 years ago, when I was a 15 year old teenager. Time has passed, life has changed. Somehow, today I got lost and came here again. I'm surprised that I can still remember my password. I had a lot of passion for drawing when I was a kid. But I lost it on my way becoming an adult. Being stuck in studying, working and managing my life. But yesterday.. I bought a sketchbook, a pencil and a rubber and started to sketch. I felt great.. A moment just for myself. Not thinking about the social pressure or anyone else. Now I'm 25 years old. I think I know myself a little bit now. "Everything's hard because we're young. Above twenty, below thirty. In between, right there. An age where I'm neither a kid nor an adult. When I'm just me. The age where I shine the brightest. I got this. I'm truly fine." (IU - Palette)

Can't believe how fast times passes. I'm 19 years old now. It's been such a long time since I last came back to this site. Right now it's almost 6 am and I didn't sleep yet. Maybe I should't sleep today and draw something? It has been years since I draw the last time and I notice.. my skills got really bad. Drawing was my passion. It still is .. I want to turn the time back and do what I like. I actually hate what I am studying, but I'm still going to finish it. I always said that I don't have time to draw .. but that was a lie. I actually don't know why I stopped. I changed a lot. I decided not to study Design. Even though it was the

I can't believe it's been more than a year since the last time I was logged in here :o Time really passed by fast. I'm already 17. I'm going to graduate next year and right now I'm doing my driver lisence. Soon I'm going to be an adult! :o I'm not ready yet! T___T The last time .. I promised I would start drawing again, but I didn't .. Sorry :/ I loved drawing so much .. Where did all my passion go? I was busy with reading asianfanfics, going out with my friends, sleeping, ..... but the most important thing that prevent me fromdrawing is my weight. I'm really depressed because of my weight. I feel so fat and ugly .. I really couldn't